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and i'm so mad that i cannot save myself.
shut my eyes, shut my mouth, shut my heart and cut it out.
Created on 2002-02-13 19:19:47 (#467931), last updated 2009-11-12
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| Name: | we carry bright goddess dust on our skin |
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| Birthdate: | 1983-04-27 |
| Location: | Cambridge, Massachusetts, United States |
| Website: | little girl, you are an apple, not a god. |
ceci n'est un alioth.



i'm a bit of a dreamer and a bit of a depressive and a bit of a gleeful asshole. you can imagine this is something of an unholy combination.
just about the time your heart breaks like a wheel
not in a straight line
but all in pieces
some you'll leave behind
on a road you won't revise
no, you won't revisit that dirty compromise.
now you only dream in peaceful blue
the morning doesn't even scare you anymore
uou are a phoenix with your feathers still a little wet
baby, the ashes just look pretty on your eyes.
so look up, up ahead
the city lights are dancing for you
or is it the aurora burning of the edges of the sky?
don't cry, don't cry
that's all over now.
now you only dream in peaceful blue
the morning doesn't even scare you anymore
you are a phoenix with your feathers still a little wet
baby, the ashes just look pretty on your eyes.
dry your wings in the sun
you have only just begun to understand
when it's time to move on
there is no one
to hold your hand.
so let go
let go
let go.
here the night is fine
the stars are sparks of steel
chiseled in the mines of twilight
you tell me something real, say
"don't try, don't try
just remember how
remember, remember"
now you only dream in peaceful blue
the morning doesn't even scare you anymore
you are a phoenix with your feathers still a little wet
baby, the ashes just look pretty on your eyes.

aiba mood theme here at
pocketedpicture.



i'm a bit of a dreamer and a bit of a depressive and a bit of a gleeful asshole. you can imagine this is something of an unholy combination.
just about the time your heart breaks like a wheel
not in a straight line
but all in pieces
some you'll leave behind
on a road you won't revise
no, you won't revisit that dirty compromise.
now you only dream in peaceful blue
the morning doesn't even scare you anymore
uou are a phoenix with your feathers still a little wet
baby, the ashes just look pretty on your eyes.
so look up, up ahead
the city lights are dancing for you
or is it the aurora burning of the edges of the sky?
don't cry, don't cry
that's all over now.
now you only dream in peaceful blue
the morning doesn't even scare you anymore
you are a phoenix with your feathers still a little wet
baby, the ashes just look pretty on your eyes.
dry your wings in the sun
you have only just begun to understand
when it's time to move on
there is no one
to hold your hand.
so let go
let go
let go.
here the night is fine
the stars are sparks of steel
chiseled in the mines of twilight
you tell me something real, say
"don't try, don't try
just remember how
remember, remember"
now you only dream in peaceful blue
the morning doesn't even scare you anymore
you are a phoenix with your feathers still a little wet
baby, the ashes just look pretty on your eyes.
aiba mood theme here at
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